Mein samjh gai thi ki ab wo jawan sharpen lag gaya hai

Mein samjh gai thi ki ab wo jawan sharpen lag gaya hai

raat bhar chudwaya

Mera naam padma hai. Pure pati ka naam subhash joshi aur bte ka naam rahul aur beti ka naam chinky hai. Aaj mein aapko apne jeevan ki sachhi ghatna batane ja rahi hoo. Dosto aaj tak ye baat meine kisi se bhi share nahi kari aur kar bhi nahi sakti thi kyonki huaj ka kuchh dhancha hi alag hai.lekin aap to jante hai ki aurat agar koi baat ko apne seene me hi dabaye rakhe to ghut jati hai isliye myself iss ke maadhyam se aapko apna skills share kar rahi hoo.

Jisse meri aatma ko kafi shanty mili. Mujhe nahi pata ki simple sath jo hua shayad wo duniya me personally kisi ke saath na ho. mein dehradoon myself rahati hoon. Meri age try samay 42yrs hai. Mere partner bank myself supervisor the.kareeb 10yr pahle unki dying bloodstream disease se ho gayi. Ab unki jagah me personally bank me job karti hoo. Jis saay just do bachhe the pahla beta 13yr aur dusri meri beti jo matra 2yr ki thi.

Pati ki maut ke baad in my experience bahut toot chuki thi. Pati ki maut ke baad mere maa baap mujhe dusri shadi ke liye force kar rahe the. Lekin bachhon ke future ke liye meine apna dhyan shaadi par nahi diya. Dheere dheere saeer ko maar diya. Meine sajna sawarna chhod diya. Aakhir aurat saje bhi kis ke liye. Matra 32yr ki years me personally simple oopar kafi jimmedari aa gai.

Jab mera beta 9th regular me personally tha to wo kafi bigad chukka tha jiska kaaran pita ka naa hona tha. waise adhiktar bachhe pita ke na hone par bigad hello jaate hai. Ye baat meine case observe kee jab mein uske kapde dhone ke liye nikale. To uski jeb me personally condom distance. Mein to kaafi hairan ho gai ki matra 15 yr ki years me personally ise condom ki kya jaroorat padh gai. Phir meine dekha ki uske underwere myself bhi white-white laga hai.

Thursday

Baad me meine uski almira bhi check ki to dekha ki waha usne asleel magsines aur bluish movie ki cd chupai hui thi. Mujhe mere bte ki chinta satane lag gai. Jaahir si baat hai koi bhi maa ko agar asi situation deal with karni padhe to use pressure to bahut hoga. Lekin dosto myself ye baat kisi ko kah bhi nahi sakti naa apne bte se seedha baat kar sakti thi. United states sai kafi khal rahi thi ki kaash wo hote to ye circumstance unse hi handle karwati.

Dosto lekin meine apne bte se kuchh nahi kiya.dheere-dheere samay beetata gaya aur mera beta aur bigadta chala gaya. Mera beta ab mujhe bhi ajeeb najro se ghoorta hai. Dosto me personally thoda apne clean ne batati hoo me ek saadharan families se belong karti hoo lekin mein kafi khoobsurat aur bhare badan ki malkin hoo. Pure chutad 42 inches k meri choonchiya 40D ki aur meri kamar 32 inch ki hai.

Are se aap mere figure ko just imagine kar sakte hai. Isiliye meri shaadi financial manager ke saath bagair kisi dahej ke hui. Ye to saari aurten jaanti hai ki mard to hefty chutad aur choonchiyo ke to deewane hote hai. Meine kai baar gaur kia wo meri choonchiyon aur chutad ko ghoor raha hai. Mujhe man hi guy kafi gussa aaya kyonki sab aurten chahti hai ki mard unpar attract ho lekin koi aurat ye nahi chahti ki uska beta usage buri najro se dekhe.

Samay beetata gaya aur uski aadaten aur bhi kharab hoti gai. Yaha tak ki wo sharab bhi peene lag gaya. Ek din wo sharab peekar ghar aaya to meine utilize khoob danta. Lekin wo to ulta mujhse heya jubaan chalane lag gaya. Mein apne bte ki vajah se kafi pareshaan ho gai. Ab mein united states din ki ghatna batane jaa rahi hoo. You samay mein 37 yr ki mera beta 18yr ka aur meri beti 7yr ki thi. Pure ghar se simple bade bhai saab aaye hue the.